Lupus is one of the most cryptic, mystifying diseases on the planet. As a wife and mother I get up every morning to car pools and breakfast and plan my day around doing cloths and arranging dinner. The rest of the day, the part nobody sees, is sweatpants, naps and Netflix. The hardest part of lupus to me is having to explain to someone what it is. Lupus is so different for so many people. But as most of us know, I don’t look sick on the outside but my body is at war on the inside.
I remember as a child the severe leg cramps. I remember getting burnt too many times at the beach and winding up with blisters on my lips. I remember the mouth sores and being so tired some days that I could sleep forever! But I was a teenager. I lived in Florida. I was a swimmer, cheerleader, lifeguard, well and just plain busy. I had a convertible and I loathed in the sun for that perfect tan so I never protected my face. The one thing I did not think about was the photosensitivity to my eyes. We did not have computers when I was a teen but now if I write to long my fore flare begins.
My ten-year old has started to produce the same symptoms I had as a little girl. He has leg cramps and if he goes outside for any length of time his face flares so bad it looks like a second degree sunburn. unfortunately for him the number one cause of his fore flare is his gaming systems. If he plays to long he pops up with a nasty butterfly rash. A friend told me about Gunnar glasses from amazon.com. They will protect him from computer vision syndrome and cut back on the ugliness of the disease. I have not tried these yet but, I am very interested to see if they work.
Maybe that is why Lupus is so relentless. The outside wonders of the world, the vitamin D & C which claim to help depression and give you the boost you need are the very things that make me so sick. The entire atmosphere can bombard my body. So if you see that nice tan glow that makes us look healthy just remember it makes us feel horrendous and scared that at any minute we could feel the wrath of the warm, glowing sun.